I wonder if there's a pattern to who comes and goes...or even to who 'dies' in this place.
It just seems a bit too often in some people to just be bad luck. Unless they're really unlucky, I guess.

[...]

Maybe he's right. Maybe I do need a hobby.

[The sound of a zap before several long moments of shuffling and the apparently rustling of material. Namely covers.]

...Ah. I'm still here then. This thing makes a useful alarm...painful but useful.
I suppose that I shouldn't use those again. ...I wanted a single night of sleep and i've slept more or less through two weeks. Why can't I sleep ( Read more... )

There's nothing to be worried about... There's been worse. This...this is nothing compared to that.

I take it other people are feeling this...right?

I suppose this place proves that some beings can't coexist with others, doesn't it?
It probably also proves that an ideal world will never be possible...
If it's- No...

...I wonder if eventually some groups will isolate themselves...
Maybe it's best not to think about it right now. Better to be happy for a little time while it's possible...

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...Stupid.

I-I couldn't... I couldn't help him anymore than I could help Subaru...
...I couldn't save him just like I couldn't-

[Kamui seems to choke on his words slightly before there's a long silence.]

...What good am I?
I'm losing everyone...

[A very bitter chuckle.]

I... It seems like I was just a distraction.

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How do you know when you've crossed the line with something?
...Is wrong to want...no, like... Is it wrong to like something which is possibly over that line?

Selfish...
It's okay to be selfish sometimes but...maybe wanting something which is over that line is too much...

...I wish these stupid dreams would just end already...
I don't think they're getting any better over time. They just seem to be getting worse.
..Or...maybe that's a good thing and they'll end when they've gotten as bad as possible... Is it strange to think like that?

[Sigh]

Thinking too much again.
I really should... No maybe I could--

[Whatever he ( Read more... )

...I'm never going to attempt something like that again.
I don't care if i'm called 'soft' or 'weak' for not doing something.

The next time I agree to a challenge, bet or something someone should talk me out of it...

...
Sorata was right. I really shouldn't think so much.

[There's a very faint sound of something being swung around, most likely to be the Shinken being abused out of frustration. As Kamui speaks, apparently muttering to himself, his voice sounds very tense and the sound of swings becomes louder.]

If those two ever do something like that again i'm going to hit both of them regardless.

Who goes and ( Read more... )